Wednesday, June 17, 2009

俘虏

事先声明,这不过是我无聊写的。

亲爱的朋友们不用担心的问:“你和rick怎么了?”哈哈哈

俘虏

爱不是占有 我明知故犯踏进这陷阱

多少夜等待 希望你累了还有我在

多少个夜我 抱着枕头故作坚强

多少种香水 记得我依然守候


不确定是为了 让爱还有余地

像个孩子哭泣 你依然在游戏

残忍的让自己 一天天心憔悴

等着有一天你 记起有多爱我


任由你在我身上挥刀 一刀一道刺痛

数不尽的伤痛我已经 成了你的俘虏

你只是需要更多时间 时间来想念我


我将回忆变成画面收藏

怕有一天会忘记 我们

可不可能有那天 想起我

你太迟发现自己 有多爱我

当我已经成了你 腐朽的俘虏

interview ar...

i have went for 2 interviews since i graduated.

the first interview progressed quite smoothly. but i have rejected the offer. (lazy to explain the details again and again) but overall i think it is a good company and can learn much.just that i do not have the chance to work and learn in the company.

the second interview was horrible, heart breaking but yet challenging.
actually it was my 2nd interview, interviewed by the 3rd person for the job as headhunter.
Ms. Kim, their so called boss in the company.
a woman talked super fast, think fast, and has a critical (criticism at the same time) thinking.
she smiles at you when asking questions, then suddenly her facial expression changed 180degree when waiting for your answer.
i didn't do well for the interview. i was quite nervous when i cannot answer her question asking me what is my career goal.
i have never been this nervous for my previous interview sections before.
honestly, i have under-estimate this interview section. because they only informed me that "the boss" was going to be my interviewer the second before i entered the room....!!
and i had have a relax and enjoyable interview sections with other 2 interviewers previously before this terrific experience.

of course, i did not receive their up coming 3rd interview call.
i was quite upset and feeling myself vulnerable and naive about the industry.
im weak in "sell myself" to the company.
or perhaps im too honest in answering those questions.

it has give me a big strike on my self-confident and capabilities after the interview section.
like i am no longer the wan hao me and my friends known for years,
there is nothing worth or valued about me
but just a loser...
know what?
after the 30 mins of interview, the only thing i can consider as praise was
" not everyone has a pretty and pleasant looking as you are, there are many difficult people you will need to deal with when working as headhunter."

dah.....never felt this sucks before for people's compliment on me.

Gambadeh!!! i can do it! this is just my 2nd job interview what
am i correct my friends?!!